I say now or never - not to be negative, but to push myself through the frustration and back to where I need to be.

This is raw and unfiltered and a message to me. Maybe you can take something from it.

If I believe I have unlimited time, I will always put it off.
There is no perfect time.
The perfect time is always now.

How badly do I want it?

I need that chip on my shoulder.
I need to feel that frustration.

They say you need a why.
I have many.

Why am I choosing this instead of chilling?
Because I believe - and I know - it will get me where I want to go.

I trust the process.
Effort is never wasted.

I’m on a mission and I’m mad about it.
I’m hungry.
I’m obsessed.

I know I have potential and it needs to be reached.
I’ve failed many times - and that’s part of the process - but I still want to fix what I got wrong.

I need to prove my point.

I have a family that depends on me.
People believed in me - and I need to show them they were right.

Others definitely didn’t - and I need to show them they were wrong.

I want to be the best I can be.
And I’m not afraid to say that.

I’ve chilled enough.
I’ve wasted enough time.

I’ve tried, and tried, and tried - and I’ll keep trying because that is what I do.
I’ll keep digging the well until I find water.

And I will find water.

I either turn up or I don’t.
Everything else is noise.

If I want what I say I want, I have to forget everything else and focus on the work.

No distractions.
No derailment.
No excuses.

I rise above it.
I put in the work.
I grind like my life depends on it - because it does.

This is the work.
This is the dream, this is the path.

It starts now.